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 Berichtenonderwerp: Re: Gedichten van NachtSchaduw
BerichtGeplaatst: 24-11-2012, 17:39:45 
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Lid geworden op: 04-05-2011, 17:26:58
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Malachite's Sorrow

I was lost, wandering in the void.
Hunted by my kind, driven away by my kinds nemesis.
Sliced in half by flames,
Devouring innocence to keep my promise.
As you slipped out of my grasp, you told me to live.
And thus I continue to exist.

You were the first of my kind to look at me without contempt,
Gazed beyond my blood, glared past my past.
Surprised to see what your servants had found,
Understanding what I could be.
As I attacked you struck me down,
But was I waited for the final blow you helped me to rise again.

While our views on humans and denizens did not exactly match,
We somehow found a way to strengthen our trust,
And to make it work.
I accepted your nature, and looked away as you had to feed.
For you were the first and only one to take me for the person I was,
And not for the hybrid everyone took me.

You learned me how life could be,
An anchor for a hasty and suspicious mind,
Teaching my power of existence to war,
Learning my fingers and blade to fight,
And as we practiced every day you could stop holding back a little more,
For I strived to be your equal, in battle and beyond.

Perfectly matching purple hair and eyes,
Waving in the sky as we had another dance of blades,
Laying in the grass, tired while being face to face.
You told me I was a fine partner to fight,
"Just a partner?" I said, with my voice shrouded in pain and despair,
"Oh Malachite" you said, "if you still don't know better…"

I could not look beyond your appetite,
So I asked why you never touched my existence.
Amused you said, "you taste bad, my stomach would be upset for weeks",
And we laugh as we saw another dawn.
Velanna, empress of vaporous mists, you are the only one I ever loved.
And because of that, you are the one I have lost.

He was half man, she was fully crimson,
Her flame was magenta, his was still azure.
The day I lost you was the day I wasn't strong enough,
My unrestricted spell was lacking, and the flame got through..
I cried azure tears as I held you in my arms,
And as your life faded away beneath my tears, my flame turned malachite.

As I was wounded, I fell down, wanting to die where you fell.
"No" you said, "Live my beloved. Live and live up to what you can be".
"It doesn't matter what you are by blood of what you were my dearest,
I have seen what you can become.
So live on my beloved, I am going to a place where you can't follow, live on,
Whatever you do, continue living, whatever the cost.

For me…

For her, I embraced the crimson half of me,
I became a hunter, from the shadows where nobody could see,
How below the arrogance I still wept over your loss.
I could not let you slip away and imprisoned your final flame,
Captured in an afterwards shattered blade,
Hoping that one day, I could create a treasure tool great enough to bring you back to me again..

For her I will live,
For her I will devour humanity,
I made a promise to the one who saw what I could be,
But at the same time was the only one who loved me for what I was.
Yet I also vowed to find a way to bring you back to me.
One day everything will be as it once was,
Kissing, and watching the sunset,
As your flame will be magenta, and mine will be azure again.

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Bovenstaande zal voor velen wat vreemde termen hebben.
Dat is niet vreemd, want het is anime gerelateerd ( Shakugan no Shana voor de liefhebbers ).
Maar ik wilde hem toch delen.

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Azure Eyes

“I will protect you”
This was the first time I ever heard you say these words,
It felt like I have been waiting for them forever,
Longing for them to be spoken,
Will I at last no longer be alone?
Will this be our finale, our end,
I want to know all the secrets behind those azure eyes..


Always guarding, always strong,
Never had a chance of winning, some man’s heart..
When you fell before me I knew this would be the marking of a brand new start…
I saw the difference in your face,
Against all odds this should last…


“I will protect you”
This was the first time I ever heard you say these words,
It felt like I have been waiting for them forever,
Longing for them to be spoken,
Will I at last no longer be alone?
Will this be our finale, our end,
I want to know all the secrets behind those azure eyes..


As time went on we bonded,
But you kept hidden below your hardened husk..
I wanted to love you, take all the pain from your gaze,
Why didn’t you let me,
Why did you have to stay distant until the very last?

“I will protect you”
This was the first time I ever heard you say these words,
It felt like I have been waiting for them forever,
Longing for them to be spoken,
Will I at last no longer be alone?
Will this be our finale, our end,
I want to know all the secrets behind those azure eyes..


United on the battlefield,
But I never was able to get any closer to your heart..
I kept on reaching, but it felt like bumping into a wall of ice..
What is it that you are so afraid,
Is feeling what I feel for you that wrong?

“I will protect you”
This was the first time I ever heard you say these words,
It felt like I have been waiting for them forever,
Longing for them to be spoken,
Will I at last no longer be alone?
Will this be our finale, our end,
I want to know all the secrets behind those azure eyes..



And suddenly that blade got me good,
Thus I was falling into my pool of red,
All I could feel was regret, for never getting close to you,
From the shadows I felt something dropping,
As I looked up I gazed into your weeping eyes…

“I will protect you”
This was the first time I ever heard you say these words,
It felt like I have been waiting for them forever,
Longing for them to be spoken,
Will I at last no longer be alone?
Will this be our finale, our end,
I want to know all the secrets behind those azure eyes..


As I saw you towering over me,
Standing guard and keeping watch..
I felt comforted and soothed for the first time in my life..
You never even considered backing down,
Not even with such odds and a risk that high..

“I will protect you”
This was the first time I ever heard you say these words,
It felt like I have been waiting for them forever,
Longing for them to be spoken,
Will I at last no longer be alone?
Will this be our finale, our end,
I want to know all the secrets behind those azure eyes..


All I wished for is you to hold me,
To share these last moments of fading breath,
Why took it so long for you to get here,
Why did you wait so long to take this path,
I wanted to be with you forever, why did it have to come this far?

“I will protect you”
This was the first time I ever heard you say these words,
It felt like I have been waiting for them forever,
Longing for them to be spoken,
Will I at last no longer be alone?
Will this be our finale, our end,
I want to know all the secrets behind those azure eyes..


I feel your arms carrying me as my head rests against your chest,
And I no longer feel any pain or fright..
“Hang in there” , is that really all that you can say?
I want your lips to touch me,
Even if only for this one time..

“I will protect you”
This was the first time I ever heard you say these words,
It felt like I have been waiting for them forever,
Longing for them to be spoken,
Will I at last no longer be alone?
Will this be our finale, our end,
I want to know all the secrets behind those azure eyes..


As I lay on your lap, I slowly touch your face..
It feels wet and hardened, tears flowing from your saddened gaze..
‘You know I always loved you’ I say while slipping down deaths trail,
‘To me you are all that was and ever will be’ you whisper while holding me close,
With the knowledge that at last you loved me, I can go to my final rest,
For your feelings give me peace love, even if I only knew it for so short..

“I will protect you”
This was the first time I ever heard you say these words,
It felt like I have been waiting for them forever,
Longing for them to be spoken,
Finally I will no longer be alone..
This is my finale, my end,
I wanted to know all the secrets behind those azure eyes..
I wanted to know all the secrets behind those azure eyes..
I wanted to know all the secrets behind those azure eyes..


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Ik had de behoefte om weer eens een ouderwets middeleeuws drama te schrijven.
Zodoende, NachtSchaduw drama-modus geactiveerd.

_________________
Always hidden in shadows, shrouded in armor,
Nobody to turn to, no safe harbour,
Hiding emotions because I am afraid to get hurt if I am weak,
I am just a human, not a freak..


Omhoog
   
 Berichtenonderwerp: Re: Gedichten van NachtSchaduw
BerichtGeplaatst: 30-12-2012, 00:48:35 
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Dwerg

Lid geworden op: 04-05-2011, 17:26:58
Berichten: 309
Mentale Kortsluiting

Paniek,
Zoveel emotie, geen gedachten, geur, zweet, sidderingen in het bestaan.
Ga van me af, blijf bij me, raak me niet aan, niets, veel te veel.
Onbeheersbaar, begeerte, oer, waar is nu mijn altijd zo analytische geest?
Draden van regie dreigen uit mijn strak dichtgeklemde vuist te vallen,
Angst, hysterie, onzekerheid, het onbekende, schaamte..

Wie is dit..

Inelkaargedraaide lichamen, schokkend, verbijstering, trekt aan, stoot af.
Dit wil ik niet, maar zo verleidelijk, maar hoe, dichtbij en toch onbereikbaar, wens en vloek.
Onmacht, onbegrip, waarom laat het zich niet beredeneren?
Kortsluiting, afstand nemen, de intensiteit te groot,
Mijn emoties liggen altijd diep onder de oppervlakte, wat doen ze zo dicht onder mijn huid..

Dit ben ik niet..

Ik weet niet hoe dit moet, geen plan van aanpak, zekerheid, lege ruimtes op de mentale kaart.
Verwrongen verlangen, afstotende schroom, verlegenheid, lust en trauma.
Waar is mijn altijd aanwezige controle, hoe herover ik mijn levens regie?
Chaos, illusie, happen naar adem, het bewustzijn schakelt zich zelf uit in afwachting van schade,
De indrukken zijn te alles omvattend, en voor het eerst in mijn leven ervaar ik onversneden angst.

Teveel.

_________________
Always hidden in shadows, shrouded in armor,
Nobody to turn to, no safe harbour,
Hiding emotions because I am afraid to get hurt if I am weak,
I am just a human, not a freak..


Omhoog
   
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