FlashFire
I try to hide it, But eventually I crack and cannot keep it behind my lips, It's easy to say I don't love you, But when I am around you.. I can't deny this burning inside, And even though I still wonder why,
I feel this raging heat, These flashes of fire, Burning love that scorches all your weakness and flaws, Inside my heart it burns, These flashes of fire, Are made by you and I cannot seem to make them go away… This flash fire...
Try to pretend there's nothing there, Not feeling hurt when you back off when I try to embrace you, Forcing my face to remain neutral when you tell about this asshole, That you almost fucked.. When I hear these stories my heart starts to bleed, And I must blink to suppress the tears because..
I feel this raging heat, These flashes of fire, Burning love that scorches all your weakness and flaws, Inside my heart it burns, These flashes of fire, Are made by you and I cannot seem to make them go away… This flash fire...
I want to hold you, love you, make you shine, But if I ever tell you everything will blow up in my face, Tearing every piece and stitch of this war-scarred heart apart.. I have presented myself as being nice, I have pretended not to care, But when you are around me I feel this burning..
I feel this raging heat, These flashes of fire, Burning love that scorches all your weakness and flaws, Inside my heart it burns, These flashes of fire, Are made by you and I cannot seem to make them go away… This flash fire...
I remain silent, watching while you never take anything seriously, Hoping for this once in a lifetime opportunity, To silently, spontaneously, put my arm around you. I have known and seen the guys she has been dating, Witnessed all the boys she still talks to or has been hating, And all I can think of is "I wish I was like them".
I feel this raging heat, These flashes of fire, Burning love that scorches all your weakness and flaws, Inside my heart it burns, These flashes of fire, Are made by you and I cannot seem to make them go away… This flash fire...
It's an undermining feeling, Because I know you will never be mine, Not the looks, not the voice, not your type, The assholes get your passion and fire, and you leave me with ash and dust.. I am willing to change for you if only you would be willing to see, Who I really am, and how deep these feelings run for me..
I feel this raging heat, These flashes of fire, Burning love that scorches all your weakness and flaws, Inside my heart it burns, These flashes of fire, Are made by you and I cannot seem to make them go away… This flash fire...
The day I tell you is the day on which I will break my heart, When you don't want to know me anymore, And I get a taste of my own medicine: no contact, and living far apart. So I keep my fiery lips sealed, curl my burning tongue, swallow my incendiary words.. You make me bleed and burn inside, and the worst thing is that you can never know, Because then I will lose you for good, and I won't even have you as a friend anymore..
I feel this raging heat, These flashes of fire, Burning love that scorches all your weakness and flaws, Inside my heart it burns, These flashes of fire, Are made by you and I cannot seem to make them go away… This flash fire.. Is scorching my veins, Its making me bleed, Makes me shriek out of misery, Flash fires in my body, fires of you, And I burn out every day, Just by thinking of you.. You are my sun, my flashes of fire, And although it will kill me, I can only say: You are my flashfire...
_________________ Always hidden in shadows, shrouded in armor, Nobody to turn to, no safe harbour, Hiding emotions because I am afraid to get hurt if I am weak, I am just a human, not a freak..
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